Hari hari terakhir...

Firstly berjaya jgk connect to the internet...

Hari ni ada kursus keibubapaan. Cr. Hushim Salleh sebagai counselor. Not dissapointing langsung. Memang best. Banyak issues yang diketengahkan. Dikupas. Tips2 berguna. But I forgot to ask him question about mendidik dan membesarkan anak bagi situasi mcm aku ni,..besarkan anak sendiri tanpa pasangan. Ada beli 2 buah buku yang dia tulis..pasal perkahwinan dan rumah tangga bahagia. When I tried to read that book,.. I start to feel that the book is not for me. Not for my situation. Tk de ke org nk tulis buku pasal membesarkan anak bagi situasi ibu tunggal ke,. bapa tunggal ke. Mungkin ada tp ku yg tk cari buku tu kat kedai.

SURAT ARAHAN PINDAH
Anyway..sesi petang I tk dapat masuk because, I was told that the letter from putrajaya has arrived. Actually by fax. I am talking about Surat arahan berpindah. Itu lah yang dinanti2 kan selama dua tiga minggu ni. Finally that letter arrived. So lots of things to be settled at the office. I got back home a bit late today, because nak jumpe semua org kat office tu since today is my last day at KK Kuala Langat.

PACKING PART
In my head I was thinking about the packing part that I have to do. Actually my ummi and abah was already arrived but they are not at my house. Singgah dulu kat rumah abe ha 2 hari,. skrg depa kat rumah abe ning,.. bila nk datang sini? That day I told them that I sanggup p jemput depa kat rumah abe ning,.. but now rasa mcm why not abe ning yg hantar depa dtg sini. Sbb nya malam ni entah kenapa emotional sikit, sbb byk barang nk kena packing. Dah try packed sikit2 before this,.. but with husna?... tk dapat lah nk tolong. tonight managed to get her to bed early. So boleh lah kemas apa yg patut. Call umi nk mengadu byk barang nak packing,.. but ummi bz. Rasanya at first umi kata purpose nk ke KL ni ialah nk dtg tolong nor mengemas. Emm.. nk buat mcm mana. Dah nasib badan. Sedih lah jgk,..sejak dulu sampai sekarang ku selalu buat semua benda sendiri,.well ada lah jgk abe ha, abe ning dan adik2 dtg tolong masa ku pindah ke banting dulu. Thanks to them. Tolong angkat barang. Masa tu semua benda ku dpt kemas sendiri sbb masa tu belum bersalin. Baru mengandung 7 bulan.. dengan plasenta privia pulak tu. Tp tk pelah.. kena belajar berdikari. Dari dulu sampai sekarang pun berdikari. So mlm ni pun sama jgk lah,..walaupun sedih,.. terpaksa lah pandai jadi self motivated. So I told my self..aku kan manusia yang hebat,.. semua benda boleh uruskan sendiri. So small matter lah setakat nak mengemas,. dengan bantuan husna yang sekejap2 terjaga,. minta di tepuk2. Lepas tu sambung balik. But I always told myself not to use husna as an excuse. I try my best to avoid using husna as an excuses. I always told my self that I can do alots of things even with husna around. Anyway Esok ummi dan abah datang nanti semua dah settled. Tinggal angkut naik lori jer hr jumaat ni. ..
Hum.. sekian sesi meluahkan perasaan.